A New Blessing!

As it says..."ask and you shall receive"...well I did! I asked God to help my dear best friend become pregnant...God answered! Then I asked God for me to become pregnant around the same time...God answered that too! God is amazing! I didn't think my prayers would be answered so quickly...but they did and it's wonderful! I'm so truly blessed! My son will have two new playmates! I'm so excited to share this experience at the same time as my best friend. We can converse back and forth our daily symptoms, emotions, challenges, and whatever else. She is almost nine weeks...and I'm almost six weeks along...talk about quickly answered! I'm so excited for our little blessings coming our way. Thank you Lord!


Lord, Thank you so much for quickly answering my prayers! You truly are amazing! You knew the desires of my heart. May you please continue to bless our families and guide us in your ways! May my friend and I have safe, enjoyable, easy, and safe pregnancies. May everything go well along the way! Thank you for this beautiful day you have given us and for your many blessings.                             Amen

It's Been Awhile!

I've been meaning to blog...but one thing leads to another and I get caught up in all my daily work, and every time I try to sit and write...I forget what I wanted to say. I always get inspired about something to write and then poof...it was just a thought that came and went. My mind has been too busy thinking of other things. I've also been super busy creating items for the craft fair which is almost here! It's been one huge learning process for me. Someone once told me, "If you ask for patience...you'll be tested. If you ask for something...you'll be tested some how." And how true that has been! I have been asking for strength, wisdom, patience, and many other things along the way...and I have been tested all the way. But I am so grateful that I have such encouraging, loving, caring, and understanding family and friends through it all. (And of course God is always on my side) I recently read in a devotional God's Calling by A. J. Russell these encouraging words:


New Forces
 Remember that life's difficulties and troubles are not intended to arrest your progress, but to increase your speed. You must call new forces, new powers into action.
 Whatever it must be surmounted, overcome. Remember this.
 It is as a race. Nothing must daunt you. Do not let a difficulty conquer you. You must conquer it.
 My strength will be there awaiting you. Bring all you thought, all your power, into action. Nothing is too small to be faced and overcome. To push small difficulties aside is to be preparing big troubles.
 Rise to conquer. It is the path of victory I would have you tread. There can be no failure with Me. 
 "Now unto Him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before presence of His glory with exceeding Joy..." 


Even through all the trials and difficulties there is some good and wonderful thing. There has been lots of wonderful things happening along the way. It's so wonderful, mysterious, confusing, questioning, and yet enticing about how God works things out. I know we all at some point ask God, "Why?" One day we will know God's perfect plan. Until then...we will all sit back and wonder. 


Lord, thank You for all Your marvelous works and plans for us. I know to many (including myself) wonder why certain things happen for a reason...and I know we may never know, but give us the ability to see the Joy in them. Continue to guide us in Your ways. Thank You so much for blessing me with such wonderful, loving, caring, and understanding family and friends. May You guide me in how I can return the favor.    Amen 

Perfect Timing!

God is truly amazing! I was feeling overwhelmed, achy, and just plain old poopy...then I read my devotional. And what do you know? The messages were perfect for me today! If I give God thanks no matter what the situation is in my life...then I will experience God's peace! Here are the verses that were in the message that really spoke to me and helped encourage me. 

John 16:33

New King James Version (NKJV)

³³ These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will^[a] have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”

1 Corinthians 15:58

New King James Version (NKJV)

⁵⁸ Therefore, my beloved brethren, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that your labor is not in vain in the Lord.

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

New King James Version (NKJV)

¹⁶ Rejoice always, ¹⁷ pray without ceasing, ¹⁸ in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

Philippians 4:7

New King James Version (NKJV)

⁷ and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

Like I mentioned...perfect timing! Sometimes we focus and get stuck on what's going wrong and the trials that we forget that God truly is in control. He knows when we need peace, rest, and little reminders throughout the day to be joyful.

After reading these verses and thinking about them over a wonderful cup of coffee...I feel so much better! I'm still going to force myself today to stop and relax for a bit...maybe even take a little nap.

Lord, thank You for this day and blessing us with Your encouraging words. You care so much about me that You are giving me little wonderful reminders that I need rest, peace, and a thankful attitude. I know I get stuck thinking about everything that needs to get done and feel overwhelmed by it...thank You for all those reminders along the way. And remind me that my work is never done in vain. Also, thank You for always protecting and guiding my family and friends.                        Amen 

Brain on Over-Drive

Have you had those days when you feel like your on over-drive? Well...I've been that way for a few weeks now. I enjoy being so busy...keeps my hands and mind busy as well. I'm so excited about the up coming craft fair. I hope and pray I do great! Doing this craft fair is such a huge leap of faith. I'm learning so much as I go. I learning how to manage my time better, mange my money and investments, research better, and how far I can push my limits in creating. 


Other then getting ready for the fair...helped my dear friends move, helped another dear friend pick her beautiful wedding dress, trying to always keep up with my son (who is now walking), and juggling daily tasks. Whew! Talk about one busy lady...right? Right. Although I seem to be slacking in spending time or communicating with family. It's been difficult to do everything. 


This Friday is my husband's birthday! Hoping to make him a pie or do something simple yet special for him this weekend. He's such a hard working man...he deserves to have a wonderful weekend! 


Finally fall is in the air! Time to bring out the jeans, boots, jackets, and cute hats for the season! I love wearing my boots and hats! Last night I made the first stew of the season. It was so yummy! Everyone had seconds! Also, during meal-times...teaching the "little man" how to use utensils, bowls, and plates. It's quite messy! He really seems to like his new plates better than the bowls. He's growing and learning so fast...it blows my mind! He's figured out when certain game or TV controllers don't work, knows how to manipulate the iPhone, tease and chase the pets, and walk! His walking is improving everyday, yet he still favors crawling. He knows that he can crawl around quicker! So glad that I decided to baby-proof the house way before he got moving. Well...I better get a move on some more sewing and dishes. 


Lord, Thank You for this beautiful day You have blessed me with! You are amazing! May you continue to protect and teach my family of your loving ways. Thank you for giving my the ability to make my sewing creations. I pray that I will be successful! Give me the strength, courage, and wisdom I need to get everything I need ready for the fair.                           Amen

Life Happens!

It seems like forever since I've written last. I've been busy...I know, I know...I always say that right? Don't we all say that? It's like a generic phrase that most of us say...but it's true for most. I've been focusing on spending more time with teaching my little one and being with family and friends. My computer will always be here, housework will always need to get done, errands run, and so on...but it's important to put things special in our lives first like: our walk with God, family, and friends. I've been feeling much more satisfied with my day knowing I put God, family, and friends first. At times it's very hard to juggle the whole mix together and try to get everything imaginable done. I wish I could be SuperMom! But I'm not...just a regular and practical mom trying to stay afloat while juggling everything. I seem to be doing alright. 


I do wish my Etsy shop (Snuggle With Love) would pick up in business more. I have heard from several other sellers that things take time (even up to a year) just to get your items, name, and shop out there. Whew...talk about patience on my part! God's been really teaching me that through my shop and with my munchkin...especially the munchkin. He's discovered the screaming for some time now for when he wants something. Ugh! At times, I try really hard to ignore it...and other times it drives me nuts. I'm unsure how to really go about it. I've read all kinds of ways...but none seem to work to well. I guess over time he'll understand. Well...off I go...nap time is over. 


Lord, thank You for this beautiful day You have blessed us with. Thank You for continuing to give me the courage, wisdom, and patience to get through each and everyday. Continue to guide and protect my family and friends.                                       Amen

Been a Long Time!

It's been such a long time since I've blogged last. I've been so busy creating new items for my Etsy shop. It's been so much fun! I've also been busy visiting/creating with my best friend, Jen. She's back in town...and I'm loving every moment of it. 


Well...I'm off once again. I'll have ti write later. Going to spend time with the hubby. :) 


Lord, Thank You for this beautiful day! Thank You so much for my wonderful family and friends that You have placed in my life. You truly are amazing and know what You have planned for our lives. Please, always guide us and protect us along the way.        Amen 

For All Mothers!

Whether you're a new, old, or expecting mother...it'll be the hardest work we'll ever do! But don't get discouraged...it comes with many blessings! I was so encouraged by my devotional this morning. 


It says," Raising kids can be an uphill battle. I know that from experience! Although we love them dearly, they aren't always the little angels we wish they'd be. When we don't feel very loving does that mean we're being bad mothers? No! We're human...and God knows that. A godly mother loves God with all her heart, soul, mind, and strength. And she passionately and consistently teaches her children to do the same. No one has more potential for godly influence on your children than you and your husband. Pray every day for these little ones and pour God's Word in to their lives. Ask God to give you wisdom as you show your kids you love them. Amid the joy of raising children will be some of the hardest life work you'll ever do. And it's one of God's highest callings. Hang in there! 


These words were what I needed to read! Even as I write this as quickly as my fingers will let me...my son screams for all and any demands possible. You do really learn patience, unconditional love, up and downs, life lessons, and is the hardest thing to do. I do feel so blessed to be given such a task! 


Lord, please guide and give me the strength I need each and every day to raise my son (and future children). I do at times feel like a bad mother when I try to ignore his sometimes never ending screaming at me...but you've shown me I'm not! It's just part of the 'growing' process for both of us. May you continue to give me unconditional love for family. Thank you for giving me your encouraging words!     Amen

Daily Gossip...

It's so easy to get caught up in everyone's daily gossip. There's so many available avenues for us: Facebook, MySpace, Twitter, Blogger, News media, etc,...and the list goes on doesn't it? I was reading in my devotional this morning about Gossip. The goal for the devotional was...No More Gossip! What a challenge and admirable goal for anyone! In Philippians 4:8 says, "whatever things are true...noble...just...pure...meditate on these things." In other words, think positive, good, and godly thought about others. It's a very tough task to do...but well worth it. I would hate to find out negative and horrible things that were said about me...and I'm sure you'd feel the same way...so why do we do it? Well, just wanted to give you some "food for thought." Remember to do unto others that you would want to be done unto you. 


Lord, thank you for this beautiful day. I pray that you will help me look at others through Your eyes. May You help me see the best in everyone. I don't want people to Gossip about me, so I choose not to Gossip about them.    Amen 

"MaryJanesFarm" 5 Ways to go "OFF the Grid"

In a recent MaryJanesFarm magazine, there was this wonderful and refreshing article on allowing yourself to become "OFF the Grid." You don't have to permanently 'off the grid'...just enough time to refresh your mind and spirit. I did during vacation and a few days after upon arriving home to the 'busy grind'. Here are the 5 wonderful steps at accomplishing time for "OFF the Grid":


1) Admit that you need a break. Signs of overload include headaches, crankiness, anxiety, and a sense that you're alone even though you're constantly communicating electronically. 
2) Start slowly. At first, try avoiding e-mail and switching off your cell phone for 20, 15, even 10 minutes a day-and marvel at how the world continues to turn while you're disconnected. (From personal trial...actually turn your phone OFF not just on vibrate.) 
3) Be assertive. You have a choice when it comes to communicating with the rest of the world. Most of us are not obligated to be available at all hours of the day and night. Designate certain times when you will respond to e-mails and accept phone calls and remind them you might not get to theirs. 
4) Write a task list each day. It may not be as cut-and-dried as Ma Ingalls' list, but a reasonable daily to-do list (with an attainable end) will help boost your productivity and allow you to guiltlessly call it quits when you've checked off each item. (I do this everyday to help keep me focused on each task at hand. I can't do anything else until those items are all done.)
5) Take time-outs from technology. Prioritize at least a few minutes of downtime in your day-to-day schedule. Remember, watching TV or playing video games fuel the same stress as computers and cell phones, so it's important to unplug all the way. Take a short walk outside. Tend to a windowsill flower garden. Practice your crochet, or weave a basket. Seriously. Just a smidgen of simple pleasures amid the buzz of our everyday workload can help us stay calm, centered, and focused. 


I'm trying these great simple steps daily...and it is very centering and refreshing! I hope these steps help you as well. 

Tough Times!

As of late, we have been going through some tough times. I've been so busy trying to boost inventory on my Etsy shop while juggling family, friends, finances, and home life. But once again, God gives me the promise of releasing, relaxing, and letting go of everything! He has to keep reminding me through my back spasms. I get so caught up in life around me that I forget to give everything up to him...and then he reminds me. The other night my mind was racing of what things to create, what to write, and what to do with my life...then when it came down to do any of it...i just had to stop, relax, and read my devotional. I do have a feeling that something miraculous will happen to us...but it's having the patience, peace, and reassurance that it's going to actually happen is the hard part. 

One day and moment at a time...things will fall into place. On a much lighter note...my son is almost one! Next Wednesday, June 29th! I as looking back at all his adorable pictures during those early confusing months...and wow has he changed! He's becoming such an independent little boy. Furniture walking, eating by himself, babbling, playing...so much change in so little time. It's amazing to see how much development happens in those seems like few months. I wouldn't change a thing! 

Lord, thank you so much for all your daily blessings in our lives. Sorry, I take for granted your work, blessings, and way for me. Please continue to keep me where you need me to be. Help give me the strength to encourage and support my husband. Thank you for my wonderful family and keep them safe.   Amen   

A New Day!

Even though the weather is extremely crazy here...it was hot last week...now it's super windy and cold...For some reason feels like a new day. Things are starting to look up! I read in my devotional the other day that, even though our days may be rough, we feel down and out, or are going through 'dark' times...we have to stay focused and praise God. He wants us to be focused on him no matter what may be going on in our lives. And it's it the truth...when we do obey, praise, and focus on God things Do get better.

My son is such a cutie! I know all parents say that about their own kids...but it's true! The other day, my husband, my son, and I went to Bass Pro Shop! My son loved every minute of it. Even only being 10 1/2 months old...he was so excited to see everything. He pointed to everything he could possible point to. As he pointed, he kept saying, "dat?" (supposed to mean 'what's that' in his language) It was the cutest thing every! It's amazing to watch him grow and learn everyday. I am blessed to be home with him. He brightens my world...He's my pride and joy!

We had a wonderful family weekend...which was much needed. My husband has been working so hard, and he needed a break. The weather was kinda crummy but being together made everything great. I love my family so much.

Lord, thank you so much for blessing me with such a wonderful family. Help me to guide, protect, and love them the way You want me to. Continue to do Your work in me and to bring me closer to the 'woman' after Your own heart. May you also continue to give my husband the strength, courage, and wisdom he needs to accomplish his work. May You show him Your glory and make him a 'man' after you. Guide our family in Your way each and everyday.        Amen

It's Been A Long Time My friends!

Well...it's been a long time since I've read blogs or even written one of my own. I've been busy with setting up my Etsy shop. Finally got listings up! I'm so excited to get things moving. I hope I do well. I Will Do Well! I know I will do well because I have my husband's, friend's, and family's support. My son keeps on inspiring me to keep on making snuggly quilts. My link is: www.etsy.com/shop/thickscnhp  Check out my shop sometime! I would love any feedback. Thanks.


On another note...I did my first belly dance performance on April 16th for our town's local Earth Day festival! It was so much fun! I enjoyed getting all dressed up, polished, and made-up. I was so nervous...naturally. The most nervous part was just waiting at the side-lines for our turn to the stage. Once I was up there with my fellow dancers...it was a blast and I totally for got all that nervousness. I'm quite proud of myself for venturing out of my little box and exploring the grand world with such great excitement. It's almost like being a baby learning a new word or taking that very first step...which by-the-way...my son is now in a full crawl, sitting-up on his own, eating food like it's going out of style, and pulling himself to a standing position! He's really on the move now world...look out! 


For now...not much else has happened. 


Lord, Thank You for all the bumps, twists, and turns in our lives. You truly have a way with teaching us our lessons of life. Thank You for giving me the courage to over come my obstacles and becoming successful. You are Amazing! May You continue to guide me in Your way and to become the "woman" after Your own heart.      Amen

Pleased!

As I mentioned in past blogs...I'm working on my quilting business. I'm still in the process of four quilt bundles. I'm quit pleased with myself for juggling family time, household chores, weeding, and the business. I have to give all the credit to God! He's given me the strength to get things done and given me the inspiration I need to quilt. I'm hoping and praying that I will do well. I'm having so many dilemmas though. Too many choices on websites, cards, fabrics, supplies, and anything else I need to get going. I have faith that everything will work out and run smoothly. With God all things are possible. 


Well...my son is growing up so quickly. He's now got 5 teeth and one more on the way! He can do the 'army' crawl, sit up on his own, and he's also starting to pull himself up on things. He actually uses me as his jungle climber. lol. It's so cute. No matter where I sit on the floor he finds me and starts climbing all over me. He can even dump all his toys all over the floor and stop playing with them just to climb me. It's too funny. It's amazing the simple things in life bring them so much joy. Well...I hear him waking from a nap now. Gotta go met his demands. 


Lord, Thank you for making things work our for Your glory. May You continue to give me the strength to get through each day and each challenge that accompany them. Help Nathan in his time of painful teething. May You help keep him calm. Thanks for all Your blessings.                 Amen

As Time Goes By!

Oh has time seems to fly by. I know time doesn't really change...unless it's Daylight Savings...but the events in our lives make time seem like it changes. I've been busy trying to juggle household responsibilities, family, friends, pets, and finally starting my craft business. I know God says that He will never give us more than we can handle...but these days seem to be. 
I've been dealing with a very mischievous and teething son. Poor baby. He's about to get Four top teeth! One has broken through but the others are taking their time, making it difficult on him and me. Hopefully this faze will go by quickly. But it is so adorable to watch him become so curious about his world. He's been trying to get into everything he can possibly get into. Like for instance...he loves trying to bang on the wall heater and I try everyday to pull him away from it...I tell him, "No! It's hot! You can burn yourself!" And yet he's still enticed by it. He knows he's doing wrong because he looks at me every time he gets close to it and then does it anyways. He's such a stinker butt. 
Well on a much lighter note...I finally sold my first baby quilt bundle! I'm so excited. Now I'm rushing to make inventory to list my things on Etsy, which is an online site for hand-made things. I'm also hoping that making these bundles will set me apart from others and bring in more business. I can't wait. I already started on two. My first sale was such a huge motivator. Normally, I make my quilts for family and friends. Yeah for business!  


Lord, thank You for my first sale and for given me the time to finish it. With You all things are possible. But help me to stay focused on You and to balance my life in Your ways. May I not lose sight of the goal for my family, business, and most importantly...on my relationship with You.           Amen

The Power of A Woman!

"Never underestimate the power of a woman!" Many people think this is an old cliche. But when we have God in our lives...look out! The bible shows us in many ways how when us women serve the Lord, we become great instruments for Him. God gives us the strength that we need. God has wondrous ways for us and gives us the ability to share this with others. Although, we are so busy with juggling our lives and schedules...we still need to "rest in the Lord". As mother/wives/women, it's difficult to 'rest'...For me I feel like I'm not getting everything done on  my never-ending to do lists. But what's our first priority? God should be #1! When we do place God first...we will be able to get everything done.


Lord, You see that my life can be like a raging hurricane! Help me to put You first in all things. You give me strength, courage, patience, and joy to finish all that needs to be done. Thank You for giving me each day to serve You and share Your love with others. Guide me in Your steps to becoming the women/wife/mother You want me to be. May I be an example of You to my family and others. Thank You for my 'thorns' in life and showing Yourself through them. You Are Amazing and Almighty!       Amen

Woman of Our Husband's Dreams!

I may have mentioned before that this was a struggle for me...Being the woman of my husband's dreams. I've read many articles on being a better lover, sexier woman, trying to get a better figure...and the list goes on. Right? Don't we all wish to be better wives, better mothers, better people, or to become the ideal mate? In some way we wish to be better at something. As I read my devotional this morning...it encouraged me greatly. Instead of worrying of being a better anything for others...we need to focus on being better in God's eyes first. If we focus on God's standards for marriages, life, who we are... everything else will fall in to place. And when we do this we can also gain many blessings. It says in, Proverbs 12:4, "an excellent wife is the crown of her husband." That passage was perfect for me! (and for all women) Another great verse showing our impact on our homes is: Psalm 128:3, "your wife shall be like a fruitful vine in the very heart of your house, your children like olive plants all around your table." God shows us how wonderful we are as women in all aspects. Being a content women, wife, and/or mother in God bears great fruits of love, joy, and faithfulness. 


Lord, thank You for Your encouraging words and teachings. You have entrusted me with a great duty of being an important role in my family's lives. May You help me to be the fruitful vine that brings blessings in all my household. Thank You for reminding me to put You first in all things.          Amen

I Am Not Alone!

I went on a website: www.our365.com, that sends me updates on what may be happening with my son. Such as; Most babies can wave at this stage. Wave at them and see what happens. I really enjoy reading all these updates to see if my son is close in range with others. In my email, they were mentioning clubs that other moms are in. I joined the Stay-at-Home-Moms! I realized I'm not the only one staying at home. I'm really enjoying being there for my family. God has answered that prayer and is blessing me everyday! Being at home also has helped me to realize things about myself and others close to me that I never knew. It's helped me realize the important things in my life, like always striving to have a closer walk with God. And He is truly amazing! 


In my devotional today...It talked about not being alone! And no matter what situations is going on in our lives...there are others in the same boat. And we are here for one another for encouragement. We are here to also spread God's love. The devotional also mentioned that not one person is perfect and that we all make mistakes along the way. But what we learn from them is our choice. God forgives and forgets all our sins and if we dwell on those things we are hindering our spiritual growth. In fact in Jeremiah 31:34: No more shall every man teach his neighbor, and every man his brother, saying, ‘Know the LORD,’ for they all shall know Me, from the least of them to the greatest of them, says the LORD. For I will forgive their iniquity, and their sin I will remember no more.” (New King James Version)  We have to acknowledge our sins before God, receive His cleansing and forgiveness, and then be renewed in His love and joy. 


Lord, thank You for all Your forgiveness. You are awesome! Your forgiveness is an amazing gift and help me not to take it for granted. Thank You for all the 'thorns', teachings, and issues You put before us each and everyday. May You continue to do Your work in my life as well as my families. Thank You for listening to my prayers and for giving me such a wonderful blessing: My son! Help me to guide and teach him in Your ways.         Amen

A New Stage In Life!

God sure does work in wondrous and mysterious ways. The issue with Snickers was resolved! My husband on Friday said it was time to give her up. He thought about it awhile and was worried that she would attack our son. It may have been accidental but we didn't want to take the risk. My motto to help me get through this was: Pets are always replaceable...Our children are not. Our children's safety always comes first! I'm so glad that God impressed it upon my husband's heart to make the right decision. Yes. It was very difficult, sad, heart-breaking, and relieving to take her to our local shelter. I'm still getting teary eyed when I think about her and when I look at her pictures (which are still all around the house). But deep down inside my husband's heart and mine...we know we did the right thing. She will find a better home where she can get the full attention that she needs. 


Over the weekend, our friends from Tehachapi came down. I was so pleased to have them here. They brought their two dogs (which helped keep Dudley distracted). It was wonderful to have their support and love. We don't get to see them often, so it's always a blessing when they are down. It also helped us keep our minds off losing Snickers. And now Dudley can live a happier life. He can have toys without worrying of being attacked. He also can get more love and attention. Plus, we're going to be saving money, energy, time, and cleaning that was for the dogs. I bought several toys for Dudley at the dollar store so I don't feel guilty if he shreds them up. He grabbed each one and put them into his bed. It's so cute to watch him with them. 


Lord, thank You for answering my prayers! You Do work all for the good and in Your perfect timing. Thank You for changing my husband's heart and for giving him the understanding he needed to make the decision. May You continue to do Your work in our everyday lives. Guide us in Your ways. Thank You for helping us through our 'thorns' of life. Thank You for also blessing us with wonderful friends to be there no matter what may come our way. You truly are amazing!                                     Amen

Been Awhile

It's been awhile since I've blogged. Been busy with family issues. My dogs can't seem to behave no matter what and my female, Snickers, gets aggressive possessive. The other night she was pacing around the house so I called her over to me and made her sit...my male, Dudley, came out to see what was going on and then Snickers attacked him! She's attacked him several times before but it's usually outside. This time it was in the house and my husband was holding my son. My son got so scarred and started crying. 


I'm just so worried that as my son gets older...he's going to tease the dogs with toys and food and they will get into a fight near him. I don't want him getting hurt. I'm worried for his safety. This issue has been going on since I got pregnant with our son. My husband and I have talked about it several times but nothing seems to get resolved. I just wish it would soon. There's debate either to give up Snickers, Dudley, both, or re-train them. I've tried re-training her and it helps for a little bit and then she forgets. I think she has ADD. She's so hyper and needs constant stimulation but I don't always have the time to stimulate her. This situation is causing stress on my marriage and I hope that God will guide us and resolve this soon.  


I read in my devotional yesterday and the passage was perfect for me and my situation. 


  "I'm devastated. All my careful planning gone down the drain. What was the point?" I'm sure you can relate. I certainly can. But I have one word for you-and it's not a popular one: submission. There are going to be times when you're not happy with God's will for your life...frustrating times when you'll find yourself in circumstances you just don't understand. All your careful planning seems to make no difference at all. But when you surrender and submit to God's will, you are respecting His authority (James 4:7-8). You are welcoming His guidance and involvement in your life. There are no two ways about it: Life is often a mystery. But it's one God knows all about. So walk in Him!  


Lord, you passages for me were perfect. You do have perfect timing. I need to lift all my issues up to You. You said You would take care of everything. I'm sorry for ever doubting you. I know at times I feel like you are putting sadness, pain, and even rejection in my plans and I recoil. Please help me to seek You through the dark times and the good. You know my future, so I'm putting my faith and issues (whatever they may be) in You. Help to steadily walk ahead in You and follow Your glorious light. Thank You for all You've done in my life and my families. Thank You for any 'thorns' You've put before us and for letting them bring us closer to You. I also pray You help guide my family into You and that we will reflect Your glory everyday.     Amen

An Adventure

Sometimes I wallow because my life is so routine and there's no real adventure in it. (well...raising my son is) And there goes God again speaking to me...He will guide my life. We have an Adventure with Him in our lives. HE guides are every steps, thoughts, and breaths. I need to focus on Him. Don't worry about tomorrow for it will worry about itself.


Lord, help me relax and not worry about the future. You have a divine journey for me. Keep me focused on the adventure of serving You. Help me to become the woman you want me to be. Please help me to be patient and diligent in all I do in my life.


And I'm the kind of person that likes instant gratification and results. I think that's why I get so easily distracted on certain projects. For example; I'm working on a quilt and having difficulty with it, so I started my curtains for my bedroom window. My curtains only take a few days to make and my quilt has been taking several months because I think of something else to modify it or I keep running out of fabric and have to compromise. But regardless...I need patience. My pets are another things that make me lose my patience. My dogs love barking, digging holes, and destroying my yard. My cat loves eating my house plants and digging the roots up. Silly pets. I know they don't know better and I just have to take my time in really being diligent in my training them. This weekend I'm going to fill all the huge holes with balloons hoping to help stop the digging. Someone told me this trick and I hope it works and that my dogs don't think of it as a new game. Well see what happens.

Keeping Focused

I don't know about you...but at times I have a hard time staying focused on one thing. My life is so full of activity that I start something and realize something else has to be done...and then I start that. It's kinda like having ADD. I don't, I just have so much to do in a day that I try to get everything accomplished and when I don't, I feel like I let down everyone. I guess I want to be like a "super-mom and super-wife!" Then I read my devotional this morning...it stated that no matter what schedule or situations going on in your life, you have to stay focused on God! God will direct our lives. He wants us to be faithful and obedient to Him first and everything else in our lives will follow suit. If we keep our eyes on the prize (God) we'll be able to accomplish anything! It's an amazing feeling that no matter what...He's there to listen to our prayers, love us, and help us through anything. 


Lord, each day is filled with activities and little time to finish them. Please help me to stay focused on what's important first. My relationship with You. I know that if You keep me focused everything else will fall into place. I want to be able to finish every challenge and activity with Your love, joy, and peace. Also please help me to say strong and calm in every storm and in everything I do. Thank you for this beautiful day and for listening to my every need.            Amen

Lack of Trust

I've been realizing that I don't put as much trust in God as I should. I have to keep remembering the scripture Romans 8:28: And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. It is hard to see the good during the bad times. I need to trust in the Lord no matter the trials in my life. 


Lord, it's hard to be thankful for trails. You do use them for the good and bring positive changes into my life. Help me to put my trust and faith in You. Help me see the next trail through eyes of faith. Also help me to realize that trials are Your way for new opportunities.              Amen


There has been positive things in my life from negative experiences. I grew up in an abuse household...and now I can help other young women and give them encouragement through their tough situation. Even just telling them I truly understand and I will be here to listen to them...that's a reward in itself...helping other in times of need. When we help others we seem to forget our troubles and our troubles don't seem as challenging anymore. 


On a great happy note...my son had his first play-date! It was so adorable. The little girl is only 2 weeks older then him. It was so cute watching them play on the floor together and watching their little brains try to process everything. At first my son was shy, then after a good poop and snack later, he was raring to go! Once I put him on the floor he was rolling around and showing off. It was so cute. The gal and I are going to try and have play-dates every week to help the kids learn to play and share together. It also helps us moms get together and compare stories of our little ones. God's amazing for bringing wonderful new friendships in random places.  

Tired and Worn-Out

Have you ever had those days when you just feel so tired, worn-out, unappreciated, and overwhelmed with life? Well...I'm having one of those days. I was going great this morning...made pureed pears, orange juice, lemon juice, lime juice, dishes (one load so far), laundry, got ready...and then all of a sudden I got those feelings. Not sure why...probably just a hormonal mood swing...damn those hormones! I don't know what comes over me at times. Well...it's most likely Satan trying to control my life and bring me down. I'm not depressed or anything just worn-out. Sometimes I feel like I don't accomplish anything meaningful. And deep down inside I know that I am meaningful and do do great thing sin my day. I just have to pray for God's protection over me mentally, physically, and spiritually. I HAVE to stay positive. It's what God would want in our lives. Because if we can stay positive other will see that and want what we have...a great relationship with the Lord right? Right! 

I had to take a minute and re-read my devotional...now I understand what it was saying for me. NO matter what...God does have a purpose for our lives and things WILL happen if we give it all to him.  And the scripture Isaiah 40:31 keeps coming up.  "But those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." God IS in control. I have to rest in Him.


Lord, thank You for giving me the promise of Your strength. Guide me in Your way each and everyday. Protect myself and those around me mentally, physically, and spiritually. Help us to stay focus and positive in You. For You Are our rock and strong tower.            Amen

Discouraging Voices

My devotional was perfect for me today! (and usually always) It talked about how discouraging voices are loud and persuasive. And how most people... especially myself...are willing to give up at the slightest hint of confrontation or storm. But regardless of what happens, what other may say, we have to 'sail on'. 

Sail on! Those are the two words you need to enter into the log of our spiritual journey. As we focus on truly becoming a woman who honors God, He will guide our steps and empower our service to Him. 

With support from fellow women and with God's guidance we CAN 'sail on'. This was so encouraging to me. I've always battled with my outer appearance, weight, and trying to please my husband. My husband st times can be very discouraging...he tells me that "I'm a big girl and need to lose weight". And than on the other hand other tell me I look fine. The constant battle makes me just give-up or boycott any type of physical activities and if I do do them, they aren't as fun as they should be. So, as of late, I've been telling myself I HAVE to do it for ME and no one else. As I mentioned before...I'm in belly-dance classes and am really digging it. They are so much fun. I'm getting encouraged because there are women there of all shapes, sizes, and age. I am the youngest in my class...At first I was intimidated, but know feel empowered because of it. I am young and should be proud and happy with my youth. Enjoy the moments I have. I'm so happy that I've found an activity that I can loosen up and just have fun! I'm also planning on rewarding myself with a tattoo (I've wanted them for seems like ages). I want to be a healthy, fit, energetic, and sexy mom! 


Well...I'll keep updates of my progress. Right now I'm just enjoying myself and learning to have fun! A woman's gotta have some fun in her life. It can't be all chores and pleasing everyone else around her. 


Lord, thank you for this wonderful day You have blessed us with. May You keep encouraging us each and everyday. Help us to 'sail on'. Each day give me strength to sail in the pursuit of Your destiny for me. I long to reach the final shore and hear those wonderful words..."Well done! You've been a good and faithful servant." I also pray that You help to give my husband more compassion towards me and other around him. Make hi a better servant unto You. Thank You Lord for doing such a glorious work in me.      Amen

Forgiving & Forgetting

I read in my devotional today about forgiving and forgetting. Man-that really hit home. I knew I had a difficult time forgiving and forgetting but I didn't realize what an impact it could have on one's life. The passage read:

The past makes us what we are, but that's no reason to live there. Philippians 3:13-14 is a breakthrough passage of Scripture: "Forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me..." (NIV) Poring over the disappointments and failures you experience will make you tired and depressed. And it's definitely a breeding ground for bitterness. Instead, open yourself to God's grace, to the excitement of living today. Reach forward. Press on. Forget about the past. Look to your glorious future with Christ!  

Lord, shine Your light in my darkness and help me to forgive and forget things that have happened in my life. I want to give it ALL to You. Help me to be more like You. Thank You for my 'thorns'...for have made me a stronger person and gave me a closer relationship with You. Thank You for being there and answering my prayers.                      Amen

Soon, I know that if I let things go my life will be more blessed than I ever could imagine.  I know that things will work out for the better and I have to stay positive. 

Seasons!

God has really been talking to me about seasons... wither it be attempting to plant, changes in my life, wanting things that haven't happened yet, questions unanswered, or wishes that haven't come to pass. I haven't been blogging because I'v been taking some time to reflect on several things in my life. And Ecclesiastes 3 keeps coming to mind.

Ecclesiastes 3 (King James Version)

   ¹To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
   ²A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
   ³A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
   ⁴A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
   ⁵A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
   ⁶A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
   ⁷A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
   ⁸A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
   ⁹What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboureth?
   ¹⁰I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.
   ¹¹He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.
   ¹²I know that there is no good in them, but for a man to rejoice, and to do good in his life.
  ¹³And also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labour, it is the gift of God.
  ¹⁴I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him.
  ¹⁵That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.
  ¹⁶And moreover I saw under the sun the place of judgment, that wickedness was there; and the place of righteousness, that iniquity was there.
  ¹⁷I said in mine heart, God shall judge the righteous and the wicked: for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.
  ¹⁸I said in mine heart concerning the estate of the sons of men, that God might manifest them, and that they might see that they themselves are beasts.
  ¹⁹For that which befalleth the sons of men befalleth beasts; even one thing befalleth them: as the one dieth, so dieth the other; yea, they have all one breath; so that a man hath no preeminence above a beast: for all is vanity.
  ²⁰All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.
  ²¹Who knoweth the spirit of man that goeth upward, and the spirit of the beast that goeth downward to the earth?

  ²²Wherefore I perceive that there is nothing better, than that a man should rejoice in his own works; for that is his portion: for who shall bring him to see what shall be after him?  


It is so true...there IS a time for Everything. At times it's hard to understand or wait for things in there due time. We've become an impatient world. We have new technology and services that makes our lives more efficient and faster that we forget that God"s timing is perfect. And for me this is my struggle...I'm having difficulty waiting for my close-friends or us to move closer to one another. I miss my friend dearly and it's so hard at times that she lives 3 hours away. I am thankful that she doesn't live in another state but it's still difficult. We women need our time together to support one another, enjoy our time together, talk about our lives (in person), talk about children, bicker about husbands, and relish in our everyday moments. My mother-in-law said I seemed a little melancholy the other day and now I realize why. Ever since I've been beck from my trip, I've realized how much I enjoy my friend's company and how much I miss her being around. I just can't wait to be closer to her. 


Lord, thank you for this beautiful day that You have given us. May You help me to enjoy every moment I have on this Earth. Help me to deal with missing my friend. May You make us closer in person, spiritually, and emotionally together. May You strengthen our walk with You and help us to realize that there is a Time for Everything. Help give us the patience we need for our blessings from You. I do thank you for the time You do bless us with and letting us communicate everyday. Thank you for blessing me with her friendship and sisterhood. May You bless her and guide her and strengthen her in You as well.                                   Amen


  

Cleaning!

I know most of us hate cleaning. Especially me. I do however love being clean and organized...but at times feel so overwhelmed with all I have to do in such a short amount of time. When my son naps...time is precious. I try to accomplish all I can before he wakes but it's so hard. I read in my devotional, God Calling, this morning and yet again...it reminded me to whole heartedly be a servant to God. I am a servant for God! I am a servant to my husband, children, family and friends. Then I was reading my friends blog about cleaning...God's really telling me to get on the ball. I have to look inside my heart, soul, and mind and put all towards him and no matter what comes along my way...realize I'm here for Him. With Him all things are possible and no job, obstacle, or situation is too big for me to handle because He is there.  


Lord, help to me clean out my 'closets' and do things whole heartedly unto You. You are my strong tower! Help guide me in each step and moment. Thank you for all You've blessed me with and for being there always even when I feel alone and overwhelmed.            Amen


Well...today I will put my whole heart into my cleaning and I know that no good deed will be overlooked! It's amazing to know that He is truly there for us watching over us and knowing all. Happy Cleaning!

Oh My Gosh!

I started belly-dance class list night. It was fun! It took me some time to warm up and get into the grove, but I did it. I thought for sure this morning I was going to be sore...but shockingly I'm not. I was thinking about walking this morning and sure enough my mom calls me to go walking with her. I need to make it a habit to do some kind of physical activity. And yes...housecleaning counts in my book. I'm going to also start yoga to help me become more flexible and smooth that will also improve my belly-dance moves. 

This morning in my devotional it read to be thankful for our children. They are precious treasures and stars in our crowns. That really warmed my heart. For they really are wonderful miracles God gives us. We need to constantly pray, encourage, and tech them to walk in God's glory. They are the next generation. 

Lord, thank you for my son and future children. I'm grateful that You know my needs and provide for me. Help me be an alert provider to my children. Help me teach them Your will and to help them grow in You and bear good fruit. Help me to be an example of You to them. Thank you for this day.  Amen

Time Flies!

Well...I was away for several days visiting my close friend. It was so much fun. I even enjoyed the three hour car ride there and three hour ride back home. My dog, Dudley and my son went with me. We were there from Saturday thru Tuesday. We made a baby quilt, matching burp clothes, and matching blocks! It came out so adorable. When I was there we went to a lady's house how has a quilting machine. Aw...to want...I have to remember that things are just wants and not needs. But they sure are nice to think about. The lady's quilts inspired me to really take my time, advance, and try to make wonderful keepsakes that others will admire. It was definitely an overall inspiring trip. My trip there also felt so short and quickly lived. Time does truly feel like it goes by so fast...especially when you're having fun. 

When I came home...it was wonderful to be in my husbands arms again, sleep in my own bed, and watch my son play with his daddy. It was so adorable watching my son's face light up with overwhelming joy to see his daddy. I think that taking trip and having some separation is healthy in any relationship. When you leave and come back you really look at that person and realize how much they mean to you, how much you appreciate them, and how much love and longing you feel for them. 

I have to make this short. Have to catch up on household chores. And re-settle back into my routine. 

Lord, thank you for this beautiful day and for all that you have blessed me with. You truly are amazing. Teach me how to have everlasting love for You, family, friends, and even pets. Thank you for teaching me that 'thorns' come and go and no 'thorn' is too big to handle with You in my life.    Amen

Serious Matter!

I wasn't able to blog yesterday because My wall-heater had a gas leak. Thank God I called the Gas Company and within 10 mins they were here. Good thing too because the heater was dumping Carbon Monoxide into my home. So all day I was driving back and forth, on the phone, and finally got a new heater. I was really impressed and thankful that my landlord was able to get things done quickly and fixed the situation properly. Having Carbon Monoxide poisoning is a very serious matter and should never be taken lightly. Here is some information that I was able to get from wikipedia's website. 

Carbon monoxide poisoning occurs after enough inhalation of carbon monoxide (CO). Carbon monoxide is a toxic gas, but, being colorless, odorless, tasteless, and non-irritating, it is very difficult for people to detect. Carbon monoxide is a product of incomplete combustion of organic matter with insufficient oxygen supply to enable complete oxidation to carbon dioxide (CO₂) and is often produced in domestic or industrial settings by older motor vehicles and other gasoline-powered tools, heaters, and cooking equipment. Exposures at 100 ppm or greater can be dangerous to human health.^[1]
Symptoms of mild acute poisoning include headaches, vertigo, and flu-like effects; larger exposures can lead to significant toxicity of the central nervous system and heart, and even death. Following acute poisoning, long-term sequelae often occur. Carbon monoxide can also have severe effects on the fetus of a pregnant woman. Chronic exposure to low levels of carbon monoxide can lead to depression, confusion, and memory loss.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carbon_monoxide_poisoning

I also added the direct link if you want to know further information. Also, by June of this year it will be required by ALL homes to have a Carbon Monoxide detector. If you are renting (like myself), make sure your landlord provides one for you. And If not, go buy one and give them the bill. It's their responsibility to provide one and could become a liability if not. 

On a much lighter not...I was reading from a devotional titled, God Calling written by A.J. Russell. In today's passage it really touched me.  

   Be glad all the time. Rejoice exceedingly. Joy in Me. Rest in Me. Never be afraid. Pray more. Do not get worried. I am thy Helper. "Underneath are Everlasting Arms." You cannot get below that. Rest in them, as a tired child rests.

Lord, Thank you for today! Thank you for keeping my family in Your loving arms and for watching over us. Guide us in Your path today and give us the strength we need to do Your will. You are almighty and powerful.     Amen.

A Day Well Spent

Today, I've been in the kitchen. I've been making baby food. My son is almost 7 months old and eats solids now twice a day. He's very picky when it comes to fruit. So far he only likes pears, peaches in rice cereal, blueberries, and applesauce w/ cinnamon. But he does love his veggies! Weird right? I thought it was going to be the total opposite. I did read on several sites that breastfed babies are apt to try more new foods than formula babies. So...today I made pureed carrots, yams, zucchini, and applesauce. I've been cooking much more since we are trying to save money anywhere possible. So far, I'm doing pretty good. I truly am enjoying staying home with my son. He's my pride and joy! I love being here every moment for him. I don't miss a thing. I watch him grow, change, and become smarter everyday. It's amazing and such a blessing from God! "Children are a gift from the Lord; they are a reward from Him." (Psalm 127:3) 

Lord, Thank you for my 'thorns' today and everyday. Give me the strength and guidance I need to overcome them. Thank you for Your blessings that I enjoy everyday. Thank you for answering my prayers and letting me be able to stay home with my son. I am truly blessed.      Amen

Another Day

Well...today is another day filled with obstacles. My life seems to be filled with them these days. If it's not dealing with disrespectful neighbors, my misbehaving dogs, a grumpy son, tired husband, more babysitting, endless housework...it's something else! Right? I'm also emotional do to our joyous womanly cycle. As of late I've been feeling under appreciated, overwhelmed, helpless, disappointed, and somewhat used. I read in my devotional this morning that we are to put our whole hearts into God's work and will for our lives...but it's hard to see the light within all the trials. 

Lord, thank you for my many 'thorns' today. Please, give me Your will and strength to get through this day. May You give me peace of mind, joy, and love today and always.       Amen

I'll just take one step at a time today. I know God will guide me through it. I just have to give it all up. I just happen to learn things the hard way, most of the time. I have to focus on the positive and DO things Whole-heartily. 

 

Spontaneous!

Well...my in-laws have been a little spontaneous lately. Which I think is awesome. Life is short so enjoy every moment you have. But when they are spontaneous, I have to watch my sister-in-law, whom I mentioned is autistic. I love doing it for them but as of late she has been getting very jealous. She knows I had a son and bring him every time I come over (he's only 6 1/2 months). But things still are the same. When I try to help her or want her to do something, she gets so angry towards me. She knows I can't give her my undivided attention but it's difficult at times. I love her dearly and I wish I could explain things better to her.

  Lord, thank you for my thorn and for giving me the strength I need to get through each day. May you help me to whole heartedly be a servant to You. And may Your light shine through me towards others.     Amen

Oh-my husband and I were spontaneous as well this weekend. He finally got our quad up and running. We dropped our son to his parents and had a day of riding. It was my first time to truly ride a manual quad by myself. I'm still having trouble with starting but I'm able to get into 1st and 2nd gears! It was a wonderful day. My husband was such a sweetheart to take the time to teach me how. I had such a blast. Can't wait for other rides. We're making it a family activity and when our son gets big enough he'll be joining us. 

Finally caught up!

  I think I mentioned before...maybe not...I'm following a very close friend's blog. She really is something special. I just caught up on all her blogs. They are quite long but great to read. I'm so thankful to God that he has brought her into my life. It's really funny how He did that too...

  I knew her from interning at Animal Companion Clinic during my senior year of high-school. I didn't know anything about her personal life except her rooming with another co-worker. I tried to keep things very professional so I could get a good reputation for my scholarship. She was always such a sweetheart and I always loved her short blond hair with all her little clips. I've wanted short hair but never had the "balls" to chop it off...still don't till this day. Anyway...time went on and I finished my intern, graduated, and started community college. During that time I moved out of my parents, moved to my girl-friends, and had a interesting break-up to my high-school sweetheart boyfriend.  I then fell-in-love with the greatest man, husband, and father of my son. (How we met is another long story.) Well...to make a long story short. My husband was friends with her and her husband way before i ever knew them. And then when I married my husband, i became close with them as well...It's funny how things work out. Now her and I are like sisters. We talk everyday about endless things. I enjoy every moment I can get with her since she lives 3 1/2 hrs away. I'm praying someday soon we'll all move somewhere close. 

Well...i could babble on and on but I just read my devotional and in the prayer saying..."may I say what is needed and leave the rest in Your hands. 

  Lord, may you help me to listen to you and to say less. May you guide me through my day and give me strength. Thank you for my 'thorn' and for helping me realize it. Through you all things are possible!   Amen 

Re-Reading

  I was re-reading my friends blog about what were thankful for. I know most people only really focus on such thankfulness on Thanksgiving Day but we should always give God thanks everyday. Here's my list of what I'm thankful for: God (of course), my Husband, Son, Family, Friends, Pets, a wonderful roof over my head and a great place for my family to lay their heads each night. And yes...my Husband comes after God. In God's word He said that your husband should come first. I truly adore and love my husband...yes sometimes he can be frustrating but that's God's way for us to learn unconditional love. I've been reading in a devotional called A Woman After God's Own Heart written by Elizabeth George and her passages are very touching. There is one that I seem to keep re-reading. 

  Coming Home to Me!

"If company were coming you'd do a little something to freshen up, wouldn't you?  Well, your husband is more precious ans special than company! Run a comb through your hair, freshen your makeup, and change your clothes so he's not seeing the same old jogging outfit you had on when he left in the morning. Put on a bright color and some lipstick. A spritz of perfume wouldn't hurt either. The most important person in your life is about to walk through the door. Prepare the children too so he receives a warming, loving welcome. Martin Luther once said, "Let the wife make her husband glad to come home!" What great advice!  
 "Lord, some days are so harried that it's hard to take the time to look good for my man. I'm going to pay more attention to how I look when I greet him. I want him to know how much I love the fact that he comes home to me.   Amen"

  That passage has been such an inspiration to me. I have been getting ready every since I've read that. I've done my hair, makeup, and even make the bed before he comes home. And let me tell you...I have recently noticed a difference. He has been more loving, cuddly, and actually helping out around the house when I get behind with the work. It's also been making our love-making more passionate and frequent! Te he...

  Lord, thank you for all the thorns you've given me and for giving me the strength each day to cope with them. Thank you Lord for my wonderful husband. May you guide his ways and make him the man You want.   Amen

Still Going & Going!

Well...here I am again. Day three of blogging. So far going well. Today is quite the busy day. I'm watching my autistic sister-in-law for the day. I arrived at 5:30am. So far I've picked-up around the house, dishes, breakfast for her-myself-and my son, swept the kitchen, changed several diaper for both, wiped the table, and made beds. Whew...I'm already pooped. But I've quickly learned after having my son that a mother's work is never done. I do feel a sense of pride for accomplishing so much by 10:00am. Oh and even before I got here I made my husband's lunch, got myself ready, packed toys and the diaper bag, and fed our two dogs and cat. It's really amazing what we can handle in a day. Well...with God's help anything is possible. 

"Lord, thank you for my thorn! Help and guide me through my day. May you give me the strength I need to watch over my loved-ones. May you grant traveling mercies to my in-laws as they fly and enjoy their day in San Fransisco to celebrate my mother-in-law's birthday.Thank you for this day and keep everyone safe."                                  Amen

Well...this entry won't be as long. Motherhood duties await! Although I am feeling much better and so in my son. Still couching and sneezing but that's easier to manage.